Ontological paradox

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ontological_paradox

EX: A young physicist receives an old, tattered, disintegrating notebook containing various information about future events from his future self who has sent it back to him via a time machine; he copies it over into a new notebook before it deteriorates so badly as to be unusable. Over the years the predictions of the notebook come true, allowing him to become wealthy enough to fund his own research; which results in the development of a time machine, which he uses to send the now old, tattered, disintegrating notebook back to his former self. The notebook is not a paradox (it has an end and a beginning; the beginning where he receives it, the end where he threw it out after he copied the information), but the information is; it is impossible to state where it came from. The professor has transferred the information that he wrote himself, so there was no original notebook.

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OKAY!
If any of you play sorority life on face book add me so we can be house sisters or whatever.
I have become obsessed with that stupid game. hahh

Last night I took all of my medication on time and went to sleep before 1am!!!
I actually slept through the night too. So happy.
I am trying to only take half the dose of my zoloft so I can slowly get off of it or at least be able to function at a lower dose. I hate having to take it and the way I am if I don't have it.

I really hope I am not pregnant... it seems like everyone is having a baby scare right now. I know i should be more careful, but when you are caught up in the moment it just doesn't matter. Especially when you love the person. By next month I am going to get on some form of BC.
What do you guys use or suggest? I was on the nuva ring before and I think I liked that pretty well.

OH! So after work yesterday I went into Charlotte Ruse and they were having a HUGE clearance sale! Dresses. tops, pants, etc were all $4.99. I got off work at 3:30 so I only got the middle of the sale, im sure there was better stuff earlier in the day. I got two dresses. They fit kind of awkward without a belt so im going to belt them or wear a cardigan with them. Pictures later :]
My shoes from Macy's came in the mail yesterday too! I think they might be about a half size too small so I am going to try to go and exchange them today. HOPEFULLY that will be simple enough.


im super bummed that i didnt get to go see bmth in helsinki! :[ OR AT ALL!

soo bad.
I have a JC Penny credit card, only because I work there.
I have a capital one credit card because it was my first credit card I was offered and i needed to "build credit."
AND NOW. I fucking have a macy's card. Because I wanted to buy some shoes... I am so fucked sooner or later.
I can not manage my money, time, etc. I am horrible at organization!!! It is soo stressful.
I have so much shit to worry about and it is not only stressing me out, but it makes David stress out because he is worried about me worrying so much about EVERYTHING. :[ UGH.

I really wish I had not fucked up so many things so randomly. I wish I could go back in time. FUCK.
I stress about school, what im going to school for, work, my mom and family, how my family treats me, how i look, my friends, things to wear, getting things done, not having enough time for anything, money, all the shit with the car crash, then i stress about all this and can't sleep, then I stress about how I can't sleep LEADING TO ME NOT SLEEPING MORE! I got two hours of sleep last night. Then I went to work, went to davids, took a 20 min nap, now I am spending my night freaking out and not sleeping.
And speaking of the car crash, I have heard NOTHING from the police. STILL. like 3 months later. I am terrified that this will turn around to fuck me over as well. I got a letter from the car that I hit saying that I owe them just under $5000 for shit that was done to repair this car. I don't see how this is possible. I barely hit the car. UGHDSGSDFH.


And if it was easy to just not spend money I wouldn't! But honestly you have to buy so much shit in life. Computer bill, Cell phone bill, Car bills for the shit I fucked up (I DONT OWN NOR DRIVE A CAR.), makeup, work clothes, work shoes, food, school shit, classes, books, fun things, gas money for someone here, gas money for someone there, bus money, fun money, tampons, bras and underwear, SHIT DSGSFHDFG

okay. end of HUGE rant for tonight.
sorry guys!